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2018

A year of struggling for me. But also a year that really opened my eyes that my family, my best friend really really been there for me all the way.
I had anxiety from the shocked i felt when doctor said my uncle can't be saved from his ill.

It really broken my heart and without me knowing it, the effect has a long list. From gastric, gallstone, nose bleeding, cramp feet, until TB. My body getting weak and weak, my weight dropped from 56 to 47 kg. I've had been 4 times hospitalised in a month and all the tests result nothing is wrong with me.

I'd like to thank my family, specially Mom and Sis and my best friends. Without them i dont know can i be as strong as i now.
Thank you for the lessons 2018
Waiting for the new year and wishing for happiness more to come in 2019

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